ugh.
there are many reasons why you should never get involved. even more why you shouldn't ever get involved with someone who is an ex-junkie who also happens to be in work release.
but I'm stupid like that.
because even months later (four since we last worked together, two since I last saw him) emails like this still happen. bold is him.
(context is that I said it was stupid seeing him back in December during a snow storm.)

how dare u say it was stupid
sound like u have fun at work....
call me.. i can talk for a minute

I said *I* was stupid, not that it was stupid (but it was.) I almost got into three accidents that night! and all so I could suck your cock. I am a sad, sad girl.

u liked it

bastard.

feel free to call and schedule
sounds like u r ready to do it again soon??

if it meant getting some of the money you owe me? sure.

r u asking me to pay u for a blow job?? hmmm....
or r u referring to the book..
details????

um you are weird. are you having a bad day or something? it seems like it.
I'm talking about the gas money you owe me. until the book is finished I don't want money for it.
seems like you're trying to trick me into thinking that I want to give you a blowjob. you could just come out and ask for one, you know.

yes bad day...
i rather u ask to give me a blow job than i ask for one
money very tite recently... 300 check last week.. i bought a car and that is cost money out of each check..
do u want to give me head??? when??

what the hell do you need a car for? moron.
When....?
How's next Monday?

I was kidding about the next Monday thing. I have no desire to see him right now. I mean, I do, because once upon a time we used to be friends and I miss THAT part. Not the messing around part. why oh why did I let love in??